Imposter Syndrome: Part 3

She opened her eyes to find that she lay on the courtyard’s cobblestones. Her sword lay on the ground in front of her.

The skwee controlled people were still there too—except they weren’t attacking. The woman she who’d told them to leave was telling the rest. “Don’t go back in the building. We need to make sure they’re all dead first.”

The younger children were crying except for one that had slid the oily ashes off the back of his neck and was trying to smear them on the pants of the boy next to him. The other child began to dodge, but was already reaching to the back of his own neck.

Amy missed whether or not the child managed to retaliate because Armand stepped into her view. “Amy, you’re awake?”

She pushed herself up. “I’m awake.”

“Don’t move too much and don’t stand up. You used a lot of power. Are you feeling dizzy?” Armand had sheathed his sword and was looking her over.

She thought about it. Aside from the instant she woke, she didn’t feel dizzy at all. “No. I don’t feel dizzy at all.”

“Really? Most people who empty themselves are dizzy for an hour or two.” In a lower voice he added, “And sometimes they’re… dangerous afterward.”

“I don’t think I emptied myself. I used more power at once than I should have.” She smiled up at him. “I know you’re worried and I know why, but I have emptied myself before and I know the difference.”

He nodded. “Just give yourself a little while anyway. I don’t want to risk anything.”

Sybil’s voice sounded in her head. He’s being reasonable. If you were a normal blood sorcerer, he might save a life with this advice.

Amy knew she was right. She’d learned the story of the Elders just the same as everyone else. They’d come from somewhere else, some of them fleeing, some chasing, all of them with hunger for blood and human life force.

Over time, they’d mated with humans and became humanity’s ruling class. She, like all blood sorcerers was descended from them. She’d told Nick a few times that her world’s vampires were different. They were alive—except the very oldest. Those were undead. Most of what she knew about them came from past Bloodmaidens. With any luck, she’d never face one.

“I understand,” she told Armand. “It’s better to be safe. You can let them go back into the building, though. The last one I sensed was about half a mile away. If you don’t believe me, use your sight.”

“Sure,” he said, squeezing his left hand, the one with the drip ring and staring at the building.

After a minute or so, he said, “I don’t see them. I’m going to call in a team because that’s procedure, but they’re safe. We’ll just need to confirm that there aren’t more in the area.”

He held his left hand up and mumbled to it. As he talked, a bird formed out of the blood next to his drip ring. Red and the size of a sparrow, it perched on his fingers until he finished talking and then flew away.

Turning to the small crowd of residents, Armand said, “You can go back inside, but if you see anything that worries you, get out. We’ll have people here in a little while, people who are better at sensing things than I am. I’m better at fighting.”

He turned away from them as hushed conversations among the group began. At the same time, one of the women started scolding two boys who now had ash colored smears on their shirts.

Amy stood up. She didn’t feel dizzy at all. She did feel tired, but not, “I finished a marathon,” tired. She felt, “a quick run around a short track,” tired.

“Are you sure,” he asked.

She grabbed her sword, wiped off the blade with a rag from her jacket pocket, and said, “I’m fine. You can watch me, but I promise you I won’t try to drain anyone.”

“If you say so,” he said.

Amy considered summoning her sight, but decided against it. With as little power she had left, it might even be a risk. 

Sybil spoke in her mind. It would be a risk. Worse, it might call attention to you.

Amy thought back, From who?

From whom? It’s anybody’s guess. The skwee come along with others. They’re servants to whatever powerful creature happens to carry them through.

Amy looked over the courtyard. What kind of creatures do they tag along with?

Sybil didn’t answer instantly. Amy waited. It’s hard to say. The last time I saw one, I found what your friends in the other world would call a vampire—one of the Elders who’d existed so long that he’d failed to notice he’d died and continued to operate a hidden empire that stretched between the great cities of Europe. You don’t want to summon the attention of that sort of thing when you’re weak.

Imposter Syndrome: Part 2

As the group neared, Armand shouted, “Stay back! I don’t want to hurt you and I think you don’t want to hurt me. Fight them. Don’t let them control you.”

Then runes on his sword began to glow blood red. He pointed the sword, moving it across the group without lunging forward as if to demonstrate that he could reach any of them.

“You’ve heard how blood sorcerers fight. You don’t want to experience it,” he said, delivering the line in a measured voice. Continue reading Imposter Syndrome: Part 2 →

Imposter Syndrome: Part 1

The skwee’s corpse turned to ash and she slashed out with her sword, doing the same to a second. As she did, she felt the skwee’s essence as the sword absorbed it.

At the same time, she couldn’t help but notice the difference between fighting in her own body instead of as the Bloodmaiden. As the Bloodmaiden, she had a well of energy far beyond that of a normal person and absorbed ambient magic to replenish it more quickly (not to mention what the Bloodspear absorbed from those she killed).

As herself, she had a normal blood sorcerer’s well of power, but little more. If she could tap into her power as the Bloodmaiden, she didn’t know how. Continue reading Imposter Syndrome: Part 1 →

The Red Order: Part 10

With that, the woman finally spoke, her voice rough, as if she were using it for the first time today. “There’s no incursion here. You can go.”

“Ma’am,” Armand said, his voice level. “We’ve had reports from people in your building that they heard the sound of creatures in the walls and between floors.”

The woman said, “Who reported them?” Continue reading The Red Order: Part 10 →

The Red Order: Part 9

A few minutes later, they were mounted and riding horses through the streets of Paris. In the day, it was every bit the city she remembered from her time there seven years ago.

Street vendors stood in green stalls selling books, magazines, and newspapers. Costermongers walked behind their pushcarts, shouting about their wares whether they were fresh vegetables, fish, or flowers. Coco merchants carried copper containers on their backs, wearing belts with cups hanging from their white aprons.

It felt as if the entire population walked down the sidewalks and often the streets. Horses pulled carriages and wagons. Sometimes a motorcar weaved through the streets, traveling faster than the carriages, but slower than she’d grown used to during her time away. Continue reading The Red Order: Part 9 →

The Red Order: Part 8

The next morning she found herself filling out forms in The Red Order’s Paris office. It took three hours. She’d had to perform a small spell to remind herself of the information she’d used seven years ago during school here.

As of that moment, she was again Amy Bourchier of New Orleans. Tara, in turn, had been newly rechristened Tara Rogers of McDonoghville. Amy knew this was the bigger risk because no one knew Tara there, but she also knew this world didn’t have an internet. Continue reading The Red Order: Part 8 →

The Red Order: Part 7

None of them said anything.

Outside, the mechanical stopped, peered down an alley, and then moved forward down the street.

When the mechanical passed, a cat stepped out of the alley holding a dead mouse or rat in its mouth. It crossed to the other side of the street, disappearing from view.

Anyone? Anyone? Amy asked. I’m sure one of you knows something about at least one of the two. Telling me would help me survive and ensure that you’re not stuck in darkness until some unfortunate in the next set of Bloodmaiden twins inherit you. If I die because you didn’t bother to tell me information I needed, you’ll be stuck in eternity with someone who’s very annoyed with you. Continue reading The Red Order: Part 7 →

The Red Order: Part 6

Madeline slumped, but became more animated as she replied, “I know. I know. Ever since you left, I’ve been trying to understand what’s going on. It made sense to me that people would be nervous and scared, but we make problems for the royal family disappear all the time. Your cousin Ernest seems to be going for a record on the number of illegitimate children. I don’t remember which of your uncles is the drunk, but we’ve hushed up so much that he’s done at public events…”

Madeline’s voice trailed off as she gazed into space. Amy wondered if the combination of violence, magic use, and wine had wiped her out.

Amy nodded. “Ernest is an ass and it’s his father Bertrand who’s the drunk. I’m glad my parents don’t have to deal with the bad publicity, but—“ Continue reading The Red Order: Part 6 →

The Red Order: Part 5

Amy knew this conversation would come up eventually. “Air spirits. I worked out a way to temporarily bind them.”

Madeline’s eyes widened. “Oh. That’s… unusual.”

Amy nodded. “I know. I had help working it out.”

Looking up from assembling a sandwich, Tara said, “I didn’t know that was unusual. You’ve been using invisibility spells for as long as I’ve known you.”

Madeline interjected, “It is unusual, but not unheard of. It’s not normally how blood magic is used because it’s not what it’s good at.” Continue reading The Red Order: Part 5 →

The Red Order: Part 4

“If I’ve met them, I didn’t know it at the time. The Summerlands are a big place.”

Besides, she thought to herself, between them and whoever Chancellor Thorne is, I’m on the League’s side. I’m beginning to get a bad feeling about him.

Madam Marbot smirked. “I’ve been there, but only to New Amsterdam. The Summerlands are a big place, but our colony cities are dots on the landscape.” Continue reading The Red Order: Part 4 →

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